Who woulda thought.....

Yes yet another journal about the past summer and how it's been such a shitty summer. I can't stress enough how shitty this summer has been. I know I shouldn't even be worrying about things in the past but like everything in the past affects who you are today and your actions today and forever. I'm not sure exactly how these events have changed me. I wish I had more people to ask if they have seen any changes in me, but it would seem that the number people who know me well are diminishing.

I wish things would just go back one year when everything was great. We all could hang out together and everything. We once were such a great "family" but now we're all divided. Everyone's got their own things to do, everyone's got their own life, it's just so hard to be together as a "family" again. Plus quarrels between people doesn't help either. But what can you do y'know. You could try and fix things, or just leave it as is and move on. My fear at the moment is that we're all just going to drift apart. And it would seem as if that's already happening.

I just hope nothing happens between the remaining members of our family.

THE BASEMENT

BORRRINNNGGG

My GOD i'm so bored in class. This prof must be the most boringest guy in the friggin world. He's teaching but he moves kinda slow and stuff. It's pissing me off right now. Now it's time to bitch about how shitty this summer has become.

Most of the things aren't exactly related to me but because they affect my friends, it affects me as well.

Now everything during summer that has bugged me include the following:
1) Shitty summer with no work
2) Attended 2 funerals
3) Witnessed a car crash while heading to the funeral
4) Not so great trips yet still memorable

Mark those against some good stuff:
1) Cleaned the basement up a bit
2) Got rid of the buick

Now after the summer, the shitty things are:
1) probably have to attend another funeral
2) some shit going on between friends
3) school stress
4) BORING ASS FUCKING TEACHERS

Any good things happen yet? NOPE!

Indeed a very shitty summer and start of a new school year. I hate it. I just want to find someone on the streets and beat the living shit outta them. But that's illegal, SO, i can't do that. And ummm, OH! I almost died myself! It was really retarded though because I was driving fast and I didn't see an 18 wheeler because he was perpendicular to the way I was going and it wasn't at an intersection. It was just crossing the street from one industry to another. I ALMOST pulled a fast and the furious move under the 18 wheeler even though I wouldn't make it. But i'm still here! so that's not very interesting. LoL

And well, that's about all my bitching. Don't message me about what happened or whatever. I'm probably not going to tell you. Hopefully the future will turn out a whole lot better than right now. I can only hope.

school time

Yuuuuuup, it's that time of year again where all the students go back to school. Everyone goes their seperate ways yet again for either 4 or 8 months.

I was talking to a friend of mine at work, and he tells me how most of his friends are all going out of town for school. That really sucks. I remember when I first went back to school for university, I had maybe 5 good friends still here in scarborough.

I'm not sure if i'm scared of going back to school or just don't want to go back to school. From my initial point of view i'm scared to go back to school because the professors that I currently have aren't that great. But perhaps the other students are mistaken? Ya right, fat chance. But y'know we'll see. Guess it depends how hard you work for this stuff. Right now i'm just passing by with like a 2.7 GPA which isn't too bad and it isn't too good.

I kinda don't want to go back to school because I really just like bumming around. But then again you don't go anywhere just by bumming around as is proven to my by my sister who's been unemployed for maybe 5-6 years. I've thought of this this way. If you've completed university and you have a steady job, most LIKELY you'll be making at LEAST 40k a year... so 40k times 6 years (lets just say) that's 240k that you COULD have. So my sister is out 240k cuz she's one lazy ass mother fucker. Now i'm for DAMN sure that I would not want to be like that. And seriously even at minimum wage at some place it's like maybe 20k a year.. so she coulda had 120k for the past 6 years... that's still a bit of money.