First day of work....

Well! it's the first day of work for me at Ryerson. This is probably the easiest job i'll ever have. All I do is sit around at this table waiting for people to come in and like ask quesitons and everything. It's a shame that not many hot girls take ITM so ya. And it's also a shame that I can't really leave this room. I probably COULD tho. LOL Not like my professor actually comes in and checks up on me. So in reality, I can like leave maybe half an hour early or so. As long as there isn't anyone who needs help. I highly doubt that anyone will come in today. But who knows, maybe i'll get unlucky and get like one person come in =P hahah and then i'd actually have to do some WORK =P hahhaha.

Maybe I should like start talking to the other people who work in the same general area as me. Instead of being such a loner here. hahaha =P Or i should get some people to COME ONLINE!! geez hahahaha nobody is online at the moment to talk to. =S It sucks. *sigh* o well, guess it's game time! =D

ANOTHER ONE! OMG!

Okay, so first of all, I would like to say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS EVERYONE! =D it's the year of the Dog! WOOF WOOF! lolz well, now that that's outta the way, i'll quickly write what i wanna say in like 5 mins so i can goto work.

SO... I had yet ANOTHER fucked up dream. and this time it was at Tim Hortons! seriously you know something wrong with yourself when you start dreaming about work. =S . So what ends up happenning is that apparently it was a day where all employees are evaluated or critiqued by some arbitrator person. So like the WHOLE frigging staff of tim hortons was tehre. And all of us were working! So I told shirley that "if we still somehow have a long line up with this many people we friggin suck" But fortunately no customers came!! hhaha that was awesome. Then like Elmo brought a gameboy to play, and I had one too. And for some reason Bryan was like hugging Jonathan Baker and some other dude. Then Khoang was getting everyone together so he could say something. And so he explained to us what was going on, and introduced some lady (who btw looked like a witch w/out the hat and black clothing). SO she takes like one person in. and then I wake up. I looked at the clock and then went bak to slp. The dream continued only that Khoang was now the person being interviewed and for some reason i'm sitting in the same room waiting my turn. And I can hear everything that was going on too. So they talk, she asks questions, Khoang answers, then she gets mad or something and uses a projector to show him what her initial ideas were of him. She said he was "well balanced, except for certain areas" and she had like 4 pages with the things Khoang was good at and was bad at. All with numbers associated to them. Then she gets to the fourth page and she says "and your bad with Jonathan" Me and him exchange looks of confusement and then he asks "Uhh, is it possible to have Jonathan on that list?" and then she replies "yes this is your overall score" I was like wtf! I looked up at the projection and i see my name along with my signature beside it. LIKE WTF!!!

2 fucked up dreams in 2 nights

Wow, I can barely remember having dreams let alone 2 seriously messed up dreams in consectutive nights. Geez... alright so i'll start with the first one.

So i'm basically living at home, doing my thing, which is computers and everything. And I carry on my day and stuff till at night. For some reason I decide to take a bath. So I run the water to fill up the bath tub. I let it run while I go get changed and stuff. I come back and turn off the water. I look at the water and notice somethings are floating on the surface. I look closely and I find that they're bugs. Like larvea (iunno if that's correct spelling) and I see like a cockroach or some other bug. So I go tell my dad, and he tells me that there must be a little crack in the pipes and since it's hot water, bugs like to warmth. Which is why they've decided to lay them eggs in the pipes. Then it did that CSI thing where it ZOOMS in on the pipes and you SEE the eggs and stuff inside the pipes. The only difference is that I don't know where the pipe is. Shortly after that flash, it jumps to me and my dad looking for this pipe. And I keep telling him it's because of the construction that we're doing in our dining area. The banging must've punctured a hole in a pipe because where we're doing the construction, is right under the bathroom. So ya. We end up not finding the pipe and I would wake up shortly after. I tell ya I've never been so scared to turn on the water that morning. errm Afternoon. Frigg.

Second dream!! This was a very weird dream. Ok first of all, I dreamt that My alarm rang and I wanted to slp some more, and I have no idea who it was, but someone said "don't worry, i'll give you more time to slp" And I just fell asleep again. And throughout this whole dream, I kept waking up in real life because in my mind I thought that the alarm already rang and i'd be late for my quiz in the morning. Well anyways the voice told me that and I began to dream. Iunno if it's a dream within a dream thing but whatever.

So I was dreaming that my family, some friends and I were going on a trip. I don't really remember where it was to. But all you need to know is that it was a trip. So I pack everything up.. clothes and stuff and throw it into a suit case. or bag or whatever. I throw it into the car and then we're off. I don't remember who was with me, but I do think that my mom was with me. and i'll explain why I think she was with me later. So we're off, and we decide to stop by a store because we forgot some things and needed to buy them. Once we got into the store, I realized that I had forgotten my Contacts, Toothbrush, Towel and stuff, and so I called home. My eldest brother was comming with us too but he had not left the house. So I told him I forgot these things and he was kinda angry, and then I got another call. But I missed it. I forget who called but by the time i switched to the other line, they had hung up. And when i switched back to my bro, he hung up too. So, I believe I was going to text message someone and midway through someone calls me. Caller ID says "Erica Wong". It's odd because she wasn't going on this trip or anything. So I attempt to pick up but other calls keep comming in. And then I woke up.

I'm confused about these dreams. LoL, most likely i'll be pondering what the "deeper" meaning of these dreams are. LoL iunno why but dreams fascinate me. It's kinda interesting trying to interprit your dreams with symbols and such. Anyways, that's it!

Ever get the feeling where you just don't know what you want to do? And you could probably spend days upon days trying to find a direction to go in? That's kinda how i'm feeling at the moment. It's like maybe this way is better, or this way, or this way. So many possibilities. Yet you can only choose one way to go. Perhaps later on you may get a second chance with the same option as you had before but it may not be exactly the same. It would seem that i'm in that sort of situation as well.

The opportunity that i've passed up in the past has come back. And the decision isn't any easier. Aside from that decision, i've been thinking about a lot of things recently such as where I see myself in a couple of years, what I plan on doing and so on. For now I think that where I plan on going as in the type of job I want to get into will be attainable. Not saying i'm FOR SURE going to get it, but it's attainable.

So with that said, i'm not too too worried about work, but I am still worried of that possibility that I won't get a good job. LoL and probably end up working at tim hortons for millions of years like Khoang. lolz.

Hmm all that isn't really one of my main concerns. In fact, I don't even know WHAT is bothering me these days. Maybe the way to go is just to shut the door on everything and just go and have fun with friends. But not shut the door on school otherwise i'll be totally screwed.

LoL I know what i'm typing might not make sense because no one really knows the situations that i'm in at the moment or even the people that are involved or even the whole story. But I don't think i'll divulge this information until I can figure out what i'll do.

LALALA

Weee! i'm quite bored at the moment. So what shall I talk about. Hmmm I.... Don't.... Know.... hahaha. Let's see, what's something that I can ramble on about to keep me occupied for a while. Oh! let's look at 2005! lolz that'll be a significantly long story. ROFL

Well well well, where to begin?!?! LOL from the beginning DUH! rofl! Well to start off the year 2005 was great. Things were just clicking, everything was in place it was set. School was still being a bitch to me though, haha like always. But that soon ended after 4 months =D and then it was work time!!

I think work was worthwhile, because I was able to make a good sum of money for myself. Course that left me with barely enough strength to do anything after work. But I still tried some days. About midway through work and everything, iunno, things began to crumble and things that I thought were set, disintergrated infront of my very eyes. It wasn't until a month after that the picture became clear to me. Clear as in I knew what was going on.

Many things happened during that one particular month that made it such a terrible month for not only me, but for others as well. I'm sooo very glad that I have great friends to help me through those times. LoL i'm surprised I didn't do anything really stupid. Aside from the fact that I got piss drunk. ROFL well actually that wasn't piss drunk because i knew what was going on. Just felt like shit. haha

Hmmm I do believe it took a while to get over things. Probably still getting over things till this day. LoL and I think during this year, i've developped a fondness to swords/knives. I seriously don't know why I like them so much. I think because I know my accuracy with throwing things can reflect my accuracy throwing smaller knives. Which I still need to get some. Hahaha. But I think that's what started it, and then after watching a video of these martial arts people using knives and staffs, just made me like it even more.

What else happened this year. Oh Dave finally got his legs fixed! hhahaha I've known him for as long as I can remember, and he's always had these messed up legs. I know he never liked it but it sorta grew on him. But now he's all better! =D The gross thing is, is that when the doctors took off the tendant, they actually GAVE it BACK to Dave. And it's currently sitting in a freezer in China with his Aunt? right beside his cousin's Tendant because they both got the same operation. When he told me that, I was a lil bit disgusted. HAHA

Well neways, what else is there. Christmas was good, spent the days AROUND christmas with friends. And the birthdays this year were great. LoLz. Love you guys. I think it's probably been the first Birthday "party" that i've ever had. LoL call me a deprived child or whatever, but to tell you the truth, my mom's been asking me almost every year if I wanted to have a birthday party and every year I would say no. I don't know why though. Guess I never liked having people come and feel obligated to bring a present for me.

Let's see, Oh i've met some more new friends this year! I've met Tracy, Emily, Shandy, Jeff... Maybe I should just say the tim hortons staff lol, and Cindy. They're all really cool people to talk to and be around. =D At least i'm not rusty in making friends! hahah

Ummm Yup I think that's everything about 2005!! Overall, I think 2005 was mostly good times, but the bad times are also there too. If I were to give it as a percentage i'd probably say that 55% was good and 45% was bad. LoL, i've also added some people to my personal black list.

I think that about sums up everything in 2005. Such a crappy year. LoL don't think I just contradicted myself from what I said above about 2005 being a good year. It's just that the bad things outweigh the good things. And that's what usually remains in your mind the most. Unless it's an exceptionally good thing.

Yup well that's it! ta ta!

Second day of class

Yup! my official 2nd day of classes. Damn it sucks.. hahhaha waiting till 6:30 for my next class that is probably the toughest one i have. It's ethical leadership and it consists of a group project, individual project and a case.. and that makes up my mark. good thing about it is that there's no final exam so i'm safe there. bad part is that i suck at writing projects and stuff. O whoops i forgot to mention that participation counts for 1/4 my grade. SO! i do believe i may be screwed! hahaha.

O well whatever, i'm not TOO worried about it. Hopefully next week i'll have some books so instead of wandering around like a lonely homo, I can read. hehe

SOOO!! my economics class is kinda weird! hahah guess how it's structured... ok i'll tell you. 6 quizes and a final... that's what makes up my mark. 6 quizes and a final... can u believe that? but it's best outta 6 quizes. Ah wellz, that's all for economics! hahaha

Hmmm what else can I say. Ohhhhh! lol big news!! well not really big since it's not been decided yet but... I was asked to goto malaysia! ain't that cool?!?! I can't believe that i've made such an impact on my friend in malaysia that she wants me to goto malaysia to spend her prom with her as her date. ain't it cool?!?! =D of course i have no idea if I can even go, but like it was a nice gesture. =P hehe, i'd probably go if like school is so rediculously easy and i can make it bak for exams, and i can find the money to go there. I could probably get my parents to pay for maybe half? but iunno, that's still a lot of money. hehe I'd love to go though. never travelled by myself before. probably be a worthwhile experience =D AND i get to see Cindy! =D lolz and i'll finally get to SEE the stars that she always looks at. haha that'd be quite different from life in toronto. =P

Yup! sooooooooo we'll see what happens with that trip thing, and ya! yaye!! half an hour till class! finally! god damnit.. hahaha alrighty! i think i'm done here. tata!

First day!

It's the dreaded moment of every school kid. First day of classes! so horrible! I think I speak for everyone when I say that the break was too short! Even though I probably got the most day off than anyone. LoL.

Yup! pretty much wasted my friggin day today. Came here thinking that there was class, but it was a fucking tutorial. and there arn't tutorials on the first week of classes! =S god damnit. So shitty. Now i'm on my what, 5 hour break? something like that.

Kinda wish I brought a movie to watch or something. But I didn't. I'm gonna be soooo friggin lonely on mondays. None of my friends are gonna be at school. With the exception of like maybe 2. But they were smart and knew that it was a tutorial today and didn't come. Piece of shit. o wellz.

Well well well, what else can I complain about? Can't really think of much to complain about at the moment. Instead I think i'll try and find something to watch or do. Op we'll just haveta see what I can find.

WELCOME 2006!

Well! it's 2006! kinda feels weird to say it's 2006. but hey! gotta get used to it! =D

Now I personally think that the new years bash we had this year was great. though we didn't dance as long as other years, I still think it was very enjoyable.

So, what are my new years resolutions? lol how many am I suppose to have? like 10 or someting? no way am i thinking of 10. hell no.. hahaha so let's begin

1) Try and be more outgoing
2) Beat up linda more
3) have a fun and great year
4) Meet more friends
5) Beat up linda more
6) Make more money
7) Find a better job

I think that's all for now =P.. OH! i think there's some yummy food downstairs, i'll write another post later. bye!!