I'M DONE!!!

Yesssss!! DONE EXAMS!! WOOHOO!!!! =D Aight now the last 2 exams were kinda hard, but I really don't care at the moment! i'm just glad it's over and done with. Until June, when I have to write one exam for my summer school course. Which reminds me that I need to go steal a financial calculator from my friend. lol. But let's not talk about evil school.

Weeee!!! had soooo much fun yesterday! Hung out with all my friends! Sang my lungs out, drank a lot! Well, a lot for a chinese guy. But Ya!!!! Soo much fun! Though I must say i'm kinda dissapointed. 4 shots of B52 and 4 shots of Soho do nothing to me. After about 20-30 mins, I drove a friend home and I still had complete control over my motor skills. The only thing that was a lil bit hazy were my eyes. Where if you look fast to the right or left, it takes a while for your eyes to adjust. LoL I consider myself as a "unique chinese man" In that I can hold my liquor and I rarely get pissed drunk. I know my limits for sure. But yesterday I really had my doubts with those 8 shots in a row. Apparently i'm fine though. LOL. And that time at Afterlife, I think the only reason why I had to stop was because the alcohol kept bouncing about in my stomach. Cuz I was dancing and it made my tummy hurt so much. But that was after like 2-3 hours of dancing. LoL

What to do TODAY! I think I might be going over to my sisters place just to hang out for a bit. I kinda need to shower too. LoL i just ploped to bed yesterday night. I think most of us did. especially Boobie. LoL

I think i'm done talking right now, time to find some food.

I need to vent

Okay, due to some incident that arose today, i've found that I have a lot of anger within me. LoL though it isn't anything new, I do realize that I do have a lot of anger that I keep.

Sometimes it's anger sometimes it's just plain things that annoy me and it just sits inside.

Examples include... My sister, she's an ass an a half and needs to be beat up so she can get some information through her fucking head... Next would probably be School, but that's going to end soon so that's not too bad... The following would probably have to be the anger I have towards someone. Ryan would know who it is... And ummm, iunno.

But I think even without these things i'd still be a very angry type guy. Not all the time, but when it does happen i'm a beast. I made a hole in the wall today and it didn't phase me at all at the time. Was bitten today as well and felt nothing. Only afterwards did my senses come back to me. I had to take a walk this time to chill. Usually I don't require a walk to chill, just a couple of mins in my room on the laptop would do.

Wow now that I think about it, I punish myself quite badly sometimes. I remember the times when I punched a concrete wall, lockers, a solid piece of wood, the wall X 2 and ya! pretty much that. LOL i've punched a lot of things in my time. wow. haha

Well anyways everything is just messed up.. family wise.. like.. okay iunno if anyone will read and respond to this but if u do read this please give me an honest answer...

Okay say you have 2 children, one is older than the other by 2 years or so. now the youngest will not share something with the older one even though the older one had shared with the younger previoiusly. And you brother/sister turns and tells the older one "oh well that isn't very nice.. that's not how we share" and you're standing RIGHT there.

Do you have the right as a mother/father to tell your brother/sister what to say and how you say it to your children?

Lemme know what you think and i'll tell y'all a tale later on.

Thoughts Just keep running through my head

It was funny when I had orginally posted this subject onto my MSN name. I had one of my good friends message me and say "It's good to have thought running through your head! It means that you're ALIVE!" That was pretty funny and it brought a smile to my face.

Even though that was funny, it still didn't get rid of the thoughts in my head. There's just so many things on my mind at the moment it's not funny. Not only do I contemplate whether i've done the right thing in my mind, but other things float around in there concerning my future.

Things like how am I going to find a job later on, what do I want to do and such. I just hope that this semester will not be an accurate portrail of my future. Unemployed. I find that I can work in probably any environment that is ETHICAL. Like i've already done factory work for a whole summer and that was pretty brutal. I've delt with customers on practically and endless basis. I've communicated well between co-workers and friends. I do believe that I have the neccesary "soft" skills, but I may lack the technical skills since i've yet to find a job within my field.

Other things that concern me are morso personal things. Should I have done this, why do I think this way is better, what could I have done differently in this situation. Though some friends have given me feedback (sorta) on some situations, i'm not quite sure if a next time will be different, just because of who I am. I guess i'll find out the next time the situation arises.

It is currently the 22nd of April and i'm going to have 2 more exams in about 5 days. 1 day I will most likely be not able to study so that leaves 4 days. I should really start studying in that case. I can't wait till summer. Even though i'll have summer school. I'll be able to relax a little bit more and work out like I want to and develop more muscles and tone my body a lil more. I am proud that my body has shown SOME improvement since the beginning of the semester so horray for me! =D But now is not the time to be celebrating. Study first, work out later, and enjoy the benefits for life.

PLEASE KILL ME NOW!

Son of a gun! I'm soooo exhausted from studying for everything! Economics and now Accounting. Friggin hell. Spent what, 2 - 3 days straight studying for economics. And then the DAY AFTER I have an accounting exam. Fucking sucks soo much balls. Hate this! But I understand how to get MOST things in accounting. It's just the matter of PRODUCING the right answer. When I see the questions in the book, I sorta know what's going on, and then when I do them I have like a 50/50 chance of getting it right. So that's like not the way I want to go. But right now I have no fucking motivation to study. Hence why i'm writting in this thing.

I did some questions not too long ago and I was really proud that I was able to get the right answers. But I don't think their difficulty is at ALL similar to that of the exam. Ugh Ugh!! this is gonna suck balls. But after this, I swear i'm SOOOOOO RELAXING on thursday. Like totally CHILLIING. Doing no fucking work nothing. Go out and hang out with friends. ESPECIALLY DAVE! gotta pry that mofo away from the damn computer. LOL. Probably going to end up calling Erica, and Tracy, and Coleman and see what they're up to.

UGH! alright I guess this has been fun but I should review more things. damnit..

Exams Begin

O boy o boy, it begins yet again. That time of year that haunts every students dreams. EXAMS! OH the horror!! it's too bad that we students cannot do anything about it. Although my exams aren't TOO bad, I suppose since i've only got 4 exams in total. But even still, I don't like them. Haha! Let's lay down my exams.

Economics is first on Tuesday. Now that one i'm not TOO worried about, but regardless, i'll need to study it because for the last couple of quizes I did not read the required chapters. I'm really glad that I read at least some of them throughout the year though. Just because I can spend a couple of hours reviewing those chapters. Kinda regret not reading chapters for other courses, but O well, what can you do y'know.

Next is the deadly Accounting exam. This one is definitely going to rape me. I'm going into this fucking exam with like a 56%. Ya I know, horrible, but damn. I'm sooo fucked. I was soo confident for the second quiz and I ended up failing it pretty damn badly. Bah, i've tried to study for this fucking class, and I know some stuff, but i'm afraid that i won't know everything =( O well, we'll see what happens

After that exam on wednesday, I have a week to chill till my exam on the following Thursday, which is Systems I believe. If it is that exam next, I MIGHT be screwed for that one too. But i'm pretty confident that within that week i'll be able to read all the required chapters and know what's going on. Same goes for my last exam. Which is networking. But that one i'm not TOO worried about. Simply becuase it's networking and it really shouldn't be too hard.

Well that's my break for now. Time to get bak to reading. Been reading for about 5-6 hours. Never thought i'd be reading for this long in a day. LoL ciao!

=)

Wow, it's been so long since my last post. Let's see what's new with Jon in the past couple of weeks and stuff.

Well, i've been pretty damn stressed for the past couple of days because of projects and everything. Sooo messed up. Hated this one project I had to do, which was Systems. Sooo crap. I don't know what's worse. Studying for exams or doing a project as big as that one. Either way I'd be pissed off. But I think that studying would be better than anything.

Speaking of studying, I need to study accounting and economics this weekend. And I really don't know how the hell i'm gonna be able to do it. Like Economics I could probably study in a day or so, and pretty much understand it. Just cuz i've been keeping up with the readings surprisingly. But ya. I'm pretty sure I can remember most of the things in that course. Accounting is gonna be a bitch. Like shit, I NEED to study for that one. and i mean a lot of studying for that course.

Hmmmm What else has happened lately... Ummm, I got Iris to meet my friends the other day. We all went to destiny's for some bubble tea and then we headed back over to Linda's house to watch a movie. We watched "Crash" the racism movie. It was pretty damn good. Sooo happy that only one person really died. Yup but that was a great night nevertheless.

What else did I do. Ah yes, my dining room is painted!! well not FULLY painted but it's got a layer of primer on it. But the bulk head is painted! looks sooo white compared to the other room that's right beside it. My sister was joking around saying to my mom "This is 2006 white, and that is 30 years ago white." and it's not white at all, it's like yellowish. Haha.

Relationship wise, i'm still single! haha Though I have found some girls. I don't think anything would happen between us though. Kinda sad. =( o well, soon Jon soon. I'll find someone sooner or later... hopefully... haha
Never really liked how sometimes you can't really tell if someone is interested in you or not. Like it's so subtle that you don't know. So i'm assuming that they're not interested in me so i'll just leave it be and be friends.

So! everything else i think is in check. and I do believe that's all there is to talk about!

it's STUDY time everyone!

2 weeks until finals. This can't be good. I've got to study a shitload for accounting so that I know I can get a good mark on this! If I'm able to get a good mark in this, i'm sure I can walk away with a high 70. Regardless of my stupid midterm mark!

After that horrid exam i'll have the economics exam. Not too bad that one, but i'll still need to study it. Probably take about 2 days to study it. The rest of the time it'll be all accounting. I'm doing pretty well in that course right now. If I can get a 90 on my exam, o frig, i'm gonna rejoice like no tomorrow.

After that I get a week off. And then 2 back to back exams yet again. hmm Wut were they again? Ah yes networking and systems. Now I forget which one comes first, but whatever. whatever the case I have a week to study for them. Get everything in my brain and push all the accounting stuff out of my brain. Networking shouldn't be TOO hard. But systems. O man, that one is gonna be a bitch and a half.

School aside, how am I doing... Not bad at all actually. Enjoying my freedom at the moment. Very excited to build my computer soon. Maybe during exams, maybe afterwards who knows. Meeting quite a fair bit of new friends, it's always good to have more friends =)

Our group is trying to think of a place for our annual trip. We still don't know where to go. LOL. I do believe that we'll be going to wasaga again, when I couldn't tell ya, but a lot of them are takin mini trips during the summer. Wish I was goin on a mini trip, but o well. Guess it's just school and a lil bit of work and mainly working out. Need to get some abs!!

Wow, So much I want to do this summer, Let's see if I can list them.

- Set up punching bag
- Get rid of old car in driveway
- Clean basement
- Find a job
- Get abs
- Annual trip
- Hang out A LOT
- Work out
- Build my computer

That's all I can really think of at the moment. So yup! well I should get bak to studying.
*TRANSFORMS* (turns into nerd mode)

Fun Filled weekend!

Wow, that was such a great weekend! Had so much friggin fun this weekend! at the sacrifice of sleep, but it was hell worth it!! So much fun!!

Also during this whole weekend, i've been thinking quite a fair bit! YES I KNOW I CAN STILL THINK WHEN I'M BUZZED!! hahaha! Actually sometimes when you're buzzed u think a lot more. But ya I was thinking quite a fair bit. Thinkin about school, emotions, and what I should do in the near future! lolz! Things are all kinda jumbled together into a big ass mess, and currently i'm in the process of sorting everything out. New information popping up here and there, it just adds confusion to everything.

But with everything going on, I think i'm handling it pretty well. Nothing has come up to the point where I like get frustrated over everything and start throwing a fit or getitng pissed off. So that's always good! haha. I think it really helps that i'm single at the moment though. Just the added stress of a gf might be overwhelming. But then again it depends on the girl! haha!

Hmmm even though i'm single and everything, it kinda feels really weird that i'm not in a relationship. Kinda feel alone sometimes. LoL But i know I still have my friends wherever i go =D Honestly if i didn't have friends, i'd break down. So happy I have such great friends =D

Back to listenning in class.

PARTY TIME!

holy FUCK that was a great night. I don't care if I didn't grind up with that many girls or whatever, it was just an AWESOME night. I know most guys are like, "yo shit I grinded up with this girl and she was hot and blah blah blah" but like fuck, sometimes it ain't always about dat yo. It's all about the crew you go with, and the crew I went with, fucking awesome. Love you guys to death. Too bad some people couldn't come but hey, we had loads of fun. Danced my freaking ass off! Oh, and note to self, if I ever goto another club and shit, GET DRUNK BEFORE GOING IN! like seriously, the drinks there are rip offs. AND the shots are just crap. rofl. they come in like small ass cups that are probably 2 oz or something rofl.

I should really learn to drink more beer. I never really liked the taste of beer. I'm moreso a coolers guy, but i'll drink a couple of beers if the occasion calls for it.

Daaaammnnnn, you don't understand man, that was a really fun time. Even though I wanted to kick some guys teeth in, well actually 3 people, but like still. One guy I fully woulda kicked his ass. He was disrespecting one of my friends, and I so shoulda had a lil "chat" with him. Fawwwqqq but it was crowded at some points. Points where like I could barely move and had to shove people back. Ohh and there was a poor guy who lost his wallet. Felt bad for the guy so I helped him look around a bit. Couldn't find it though =S bummers.

Maaaan, I didn't really see anyone from school though. That was kinda weird actually. LOL Supposingly there was a Viet group going that had some friends in it, but I couldn't find em. =S O well, whatever. Saw some nice chicks there. ROFL! There was one who I glaced up at and I saw her looking at me, and she sorta just smiled at me. Iunno if she was laughing cuz I was cute or cuz i suck ass at dancing. LOL Well whatever the case she was alright too. HAHA!

Awwww too bad Iris couldn't go. She woulda liked it. I think =P She'd be checkin out the other girls, and be all "I WANT THAT SHIRT!" hahaha and YES IRIS... THERE WERE GIRLS WEARING SKIRTS!! hahaha! So you lose! =P.

Anywhos, i'm gonna take a friggin nap cuz i'm beat as hell. Au Revoir suckers!