Boiler

Waaaaaaaaaaaa
Oooooohhhh.
Looks like I'm'a do everything myself,
Maybe I could use some help,
But hell, if you want somethin' done right?
You got to do it yourself.
Maybe life is up and down
My life's been what to now?
I crawled up your butt from hell.
And that's when things got turn around.
You used be alive, now you feel pathetic.
But now I get it,
What's done is done,
Just leave it alone, and don't regret.
Sometime- something- turn in-to dumb thing.
And that's when you put your foot down.

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back.

Looks like I'm going to do everything myself.
Maybe I could use some help,
But hell, if you want somethin' done right?
You just do it yourself. (got it?)
Maybe life is up and down.
But my life's been what to now? (got it?)
I crawled up your butt from hell. (got it?)
And that's when shit got turn around. (got it?)
You used be alive, now yo so pathetic.
But now I get it,
What's done is done,
I know, you just LEAVE IT ALONE, and don't regret.
Sometime- Somethings- turn into dumb things.
And that's when you put your foot down. (your foot down)

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back.

Depending on you is done. (is done)
Giving to you is done.
No more reasons, no sleeping, no living,
It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done)
Depending on you is done. (is done)
Giving to you is done. (is done)
No more reasons, no sleeping, no living,
It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done)
But hiding from you IS DONE. (is done)
But lying from you is done.
No more reasons, no sleeping, no living,
It's all just what giving to you and I'm done. (and I'm done)

Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you?
Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that,
You know that I'm never coming back.

But why?
WHY?
(you've been some (???))
WHY?
WHY?
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

Why?
why?

Rock songs are sooo good when you're unhappy/angry. They just have that ability to channel out that anger/unhappiness into your singing. I suggest for people to take out your anger/unhappiness by just singing a rock song that you know!! At the top of your lungs! =D Linking park is a great band to sing to too.

*yawn* i'm pretty tired right now and it's only what 11pm. Guess i'm getting old!! haha =P

So i'm pretty cheesed that I wasn't able to fix a few problems on my car that kept annoying me. I thought I had fixed them on my initial test run but when I actually went to work, they re-occured. Really sucks. I honestly think someone threw a penny into my exhaust that's why it's rattling. Friggin hell.

Currently sitting on the floor of my room isn't that wise of an idea. My ass is hurting. Plus it is very messy on my floor. I should REALLY clean up my room and sell some of these parts I have laying around.

So nothing much to report today, just my failed attempts at fixing my car have well... failed. Oh i took more pictures of my car!! they're on facebook =D But that's all for today. No ranting for me today =D

=(

Oh what a sad sorrowful day. Unfortunately a friends family member has passed on early this morning. I wasn't close to that person personally but because of the friendship I share with my friends I do feel hurt kind of like i'm sharing in their pain.

This endeavor brings me back thinking about the grandmother I lost last last winter. But that was more filled with anger than sorrow because of the relationship I have with the majority of my uncles and aunts. Also the fact that the funeral was held in Taiwan did not really permit me to get up and go attend. But regardless, thinking back to when my cousin and I were young, all the sunday trip up to see my grandma in newmarket is very memorable.

Oh well, we can't change the past or anything. We can only look forward and cherish the life we have with our family and friends.

I hope you feel better! Don't worry we'll all be there for you! =D

Wow

Haha Last published journal was Feb 08! wow it's now June. Probably a good solid 4 months since i've last written anything. I'll try and update more often. Even though I don't think anyone ever reads these except for me when i'm super bored.

Well anyways i'm waiting to cool down from my shower so i'll just write stuff.

So I found out today that someone I know hooked up! Good for them! I think i'm totally becomming one of those guys who is searching for that one person to spend their life with. Actually come to think of it i've been doing that for a while now. But not counting the years i've spent since my last up till now but even before that. I guess i'm just more of a relationship kinda guy don't you agree?

The thing that drives me bonkers sometimes is why do we have relationships? I mean we hear from friends, family, co-workers, or even people on the street complaining about their bf/gf/spouce and such but is it really worth it? I think this is one of those questions that will never be answered because there is so much controversy in the matter.

I wonder where I stand on this subject matter. From my previous paragraph you'd think i'm against it saying that it's bad because it's complicated and such. But I think due to who I am and such, i'd have to say that it is possible to have love overcome many obstacles in a relationship. Guess that's the optimistic side of me talking there.

Ohhh that brings up something else to ramble about! This totally relates to me and I do believe that i've talked to someone about this too. But WHY oh WHY do nice guys always finish last? That is the question. I consider myself to be a nice guy though I wouldn't say i'm the perfect gentleman but i'm pretty nice for the most part. So why is it that nice guys who do the right thing when the time comes always come in dead last. While others who aren't so nice somehow find themselves higher than these nice guys. This has always confused me.

So many questions, no answers in my head that i'm satisfied with. Oh well, what can I say, the world ain't perfect and neither am I.